Chapter 2 - The Yellow Gloves

The silence in the nursery was so thick I could hear the rhythmic ticking of the owl-shaped clock on the wall. Elise stood frozen, her hands still jammed into the oversized yellow rubber dishwashing gloves. Her chest heaved with ragged breaths, her wide hazel eyes locked onto mine, braced for an explosion.
She thought she was about to be thrown out into the cold night without a reference. Every other nanny had been. Four seasoned professionals had walked through those iron gates in the past six months, and all four had quit or been dismissed because they couldn’t handle the piercing, relentless screams of two motherless two-year-olds.
I took three deliberate steps across the floral rug. Maisie whimpered from her crib, reaching out a chubby hand toward Elise. Rosie shrank back slightly, clutching her pink satin blanket, her lower lip quivering as she watched me. They were waiting for their father to roar.
Instead, my knees buckled, and I sank onto the edge of the cream rocking chair where Clara used to sit for hours.
"Mr. Caruso," Elise whispered, her voice trembling as she slowly slid the rubber gloves off her hands. "I am so sorry. I know it looks completely unprofessional. I know the agency rules say no theatrics, no unapproved games, but they were hyperventilating. Rosie was crying so hard she was gagging, and Maisie was hitting her head against the wooden slats. I had to break the panic cycle. I swear I didn't mean to wake you."
I stared down at the floor, fighting the burning sensation behind my eyelids. "They haven't laughed like that in ten months," I said. My voice was a cracked, gravelly rasp.
Elise blinked, caught completely off guard. "What?"
"Since the hospital," I continued, lifting my gaze to meet hers. "Since the day the machines were turned off. This house has been a mausoleum, Miss Vance. You didn't wake me. I was awake. I came up these stairs fully intending to fire you on the spot because I thought you were neglecting them."
Elise looked down at the bright yellow gloves crumpled in her hands, then over at the girls. Maisie had already stopped sniffling. She was watching Elise with huge, expectant eyes, waiting for the duck puppet to come back.
"Children don't process grief with words, Mr. Caruso," Elise said softly, her voice carrying a warmth that felt foreign in these cold, marble halls. "They process it with their bodies. When the air gets too heavy, they choke on it. Sometimes you just have to look ridiculous enough to remind them that the world isn't always terrifying."
I looked at this twenty-four-year-old woman. She had ink smudges on her wrist, a missing button on her cardigan, and unruly chestnut curls escaping a messy bun. She was everything the ultra-exclusive Manhattan nanny agency warned against—she wasn't polished, she didn't have twenty years of high-society pedigree, and she hadn't worn a uniform.
"Put them back on," I commanded quietly.
Elise raised her eyebrows. "Sir?"
"Put the gloves back on," I repeated, a ghost of a smile pulling at the corner of my lips for the first time in nearly a year. "Maisie wants to know what happened to the duck."
A soft, genuine smile broke across Elise’s face, lighting up her entire countenance. Without a word of protest, she slid the squeaky rubber gloves back over her fingers, dropped down into an exaggerated crouch, and made a loud quacking noise that sent Rosie tumbling backward onto her crib mattress, squealing with absolute delight.
I sat back in Clara's chair and watched. For the first time in what felt like an eternity, the shadows in my chest didn't feel completely suffocating. But as I watched Elise dance under the dim nursery lamp, I noticed something that made my blood turn cold.
Tucked into the small pocket of her denim skirt was an antique silver locket—one with a delicate ivy leaf engraving on the front.
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It was an exact match to the heirloom Clara had lost three weeks before she died.
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